This weird tingly feeling is...
5:20PM
A weird feeling just settled in the pit of my stomach. I'm not sure what exactly am I feeling? It's not a 'upsetting' feeling but I don't exactly feel comfortable either. Hmm?
The feeling probably came when I was thinking about this coming Saturday.
I can finally meet up with awave again!! But...that will be the last time I will see Jamie :( if I can get to go to Japan, I'll see her again but then what if I can't? D:!! The next time I can see her would probably be when she comes back during vacation or two years later.
Two years is a pretty long time. D:
It's kinda scary how fandom brings so many different people together. For that I'm thankful though. Arashi brings me happiness and good friends.
I've known some in awave for less than a year. Some slightly more than a year. And Rina for almost three years. Time passes so quickly. @___@
Throughout so many (actually not really) outings with awave, be it ARAOKE or chalets, I always had fun. We never get bored of flailing or just talking about school or really, just anything. They don't judge me (naive thinking? Not really. I believe that they won't) and I'm really happy for that. There are just some things that I can tell them but not to my school mates. They won't understand.
Lmao imma gonna get isolated for saying this ^
This weird feeling from the starting of the post until now have changed LOL. From some unknown tingly thingy to being sentimental. The woes of being a cancer-- moodswings. XD
Ah well. Time to do a reflection tonight before I sleep.
I LOVE AWAVE~~~ \o/
5:31PM
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