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[hints_of_tears]

this year has been one of the hardest of my life.
i've thought so many times,
'well, at least things can't possibly get any worse...'
haha.
the law of attraction really does work out.
anyone know a way i could turn my brain off?

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[troubledsoul389]

i wish i could turn it off. i have a similar experience. First it was going almost completely blind on my right eye for no reason (i can barely see with it, after 3 surgeries), then i lost motivation in school a bit (junior year, was an A student up to that point) and started reading Emerson, then Catcher in the rye, then Poe, thoreau, others, read celestine Prophecy by james redfiled, new age book, it found me, really. that set me up for other stuff, like 9/11 scam, new world order, illuminati, David icke (reptillian thing, google him), michael tsarion on google video, zeitgeist, Zecharia Sitchin. during that time i read Nietzsche, schopenhauer, Joseph Campbell power of myth and others, plato, kafka, kurt vonnegut, ayb rand, orwell, huxley, joyce (a bit, not done with portrait, havent tried ulysses or finnegan). all that mumbo jumbo, as well as freud,jung, adler, Erich fromm, Herbert marcuse. will look more into micahel foucalt. read things on schizophrenia. movies, donnie darko, many more. but thats enough. see my myspace if u want