Feeling camer about the bizness stuph. I made my decisons and now I can calm down a bit and see what happens.
trust trust trust.
The absolutely most wonderful thing happened to me today too!!!!!!
One of my dearest and more soul filling friend in Detroit called to invite me to say at her house the weekend of the 4th of July! I had hoped she was going to the wedding and I'd see her there. I really wanted to stay with hehr so I'd have more time to catch up. Her life is hell right now. (Oldest son is a depressed drunk who pressed charges on her younger nondrunk son for assault. The yougner son was defending himsef against the elder son's punches. Sigh. Both my friend and her hubbie are in recovery and have been for over 25 years. The boys dont live with their parents anymore.)
I told her I don't care what is going on in her life. I want to see her and share this with her. I am pretty good about not being in the way too. But it will be wondeful to see her and chat with her and catch up. She is the one who introduced me to sweat lodges and Indian spirituality. She does go to meetings much either. She's alsoa fellow Scorpio.
It felt so good to talk to her. We are both so busy we haven't talked in about 1-2 years. She's one of those people I can not see for 5 years then sit down next to and it's like I saw her last week. We pick up where we left off.
She makes my heart sing.
I also started new program today. Walks after dinner. Then I did squats and some ab work. Tomorrow arm work. I do so much with my arms each day but i want more defiintion. YES I AM VANE and SHALLOW.