Bening that I am rooted in Switzerland fo' a wittle wyel....

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First of all I want to say congrats to all those that are finishing their semester... including my lil bro who is graduating high school this month ( Read more... )

(Went to the mountain today and sang for two hours very loudly... I am happy to annouce that I am feeling like I did (almost) when I was 13. This song made me cry. Listened to the lyrics over and over again till I learned them, and I have now added it to my routine.If you would like to know my feelings on this whole situation go listen to the song ( Read more... )

Donc, ça fait trois mois et presque deux semaine je suis venu en Suisse. Enfin j'utilise un dictionaire français-français pour chercher des mots. Je suis en train de lire un livre ecrivant tout en français et tu peut me crois: je le comprends ( Read more... )

I have finally finished reading "The Portrait of Dorian Grey." Thank God that mother fucker ends up the way that he does. Here is to all men like him (and our friend Mr. Suisse ( Read more... )

So here's the deal: Cedric broke up with me almost a month ago, claiming that he didn't love me anymore. He broke up with me the night before the one year anniversary of the first day that we met. Up until last week I was very VERY depressed over the whole thing... and now, though I am feeling a bit fragile from the tornado of emotions, I am moving ( Read more... )

I'm listening to *my* music again ( Read more... )

You guys that have been responding to my posts, I really appreciate this friend network. This plus the support of my mother (which I am finally feeling for real) are the two things that have moved my thoughts of suicide about returning to louisiana to thoughts that there really is love for me somewhere in the world ( Read more... )

After almost 3 years of fighting for a life outside of Louisiana, it is time for me to surrender. Taking deep breaths. I have hit a wall and it is time to go home ( Read more... )

Things are becoming more clear to me now. I have been in a serious whirlwind since I have been here en Suisse. After the initial 2 weeks here a pressure began to grow between Cedric and I. I have cried a lot. Things became very confusing. I moved most of my stuff to his grandmother's house. I stayed chez elle for a few days. It made things better, ( Read more... )