me.

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This is the place where I sit
This is the part where
I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause Im getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching
And tumblin and breakin
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know ( Read more... )

( awwww )

like in 7th grade. hah..a little something for all you selena fans out there ( Read more... )

is what i swore the last time.

i should have listened to myself. but i gave it a chance. and now, i wish i hadn't.

and now we will begin the reconstruction of the 12ft brick wall that surrounded me for so long.

it's nice to have you back old friend. how i've missed you.

i'm done. goodbye.

so...kelly, leah....my place, friday night, be there... lol
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i'm gone. the end.
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dear nicholas grant,
thank you for the three hour talk at 5am and bringing me cigerettes. you're the best! i def. feel a lot better now. muah! xoxo

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megolas

I've been doing a lot of thinking today. Like I had total solitude, all day, well i was at work, but I completely blocked everyone and everything out (quite a difficult task at Taco Bell) and I put a lot of my life into perspective.

For starters, I figured out that I fail at everything I ever do or attempt to do.  I fail in school.  I fail at work ( Read more... )

why do i even try???

more importantly, why do i even care??

yea i dont know either.....

fuck me....

(nick you were so right and i hate you for it)