I feel so alive but so dead at the same time

[hippiechickii7]

I just finished writing my will for my wills, trust, and probate class. Never have I realized that I have nothing and never have I realized before about who truely matters to me other than when I broke my neck and it was easy to see by who stuck by my side when I needed them to and who didnt.. and that would be my family mostly, and then my closest

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hey girl

[catchastar811]

one thing I want to say .... make ur self happy...not matter what! no matter what THEY say I say or anyone else! Do things for you because you deal with the consequences good or bad of your actions! Who loves you will stick by you to help you with or through your decisions and those who don't will walk away! Its hard to realize who those ppl are and sometimes more than not your suprised at who stays and who leaves! I'm a stayer sweetie til the end and I love you! A LOT!!!

I'm proud of you

[pwrpufgrl]

Honey, you know how much i love you, we have both been through a lot together and i would never leave your side, i know that doesn't seem right now that i'm 5000 miles away but i'm still there for you. do what you need to do to be happy, i'll support you anyway that i can. maybe this thanksgiving if you aren't going to dc i'll come home. i miss spending the holidays with you :( anyways i have to get ready i'm supposed to get on the plane in 4 hours, god i'm so scared i wish you could come with me. for some reason you are the only one that i trust that really believes in me, you have no idea how much that means to me. i love you doll and i'll call you when i get to florida.