no matter how much I try I can never be good enough

[hippiechickii7]

I dont understand why I am this way. Sometimes I wish that I lived a different life- in someone elses body that would be better than mine, that I didnt live with fear in my heart and that I could grow the strength to never be hurt again. But through out this investigation of my life- the manifestation of hate grows deeper in my heart and later

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[xblackrayx]

god ... dd u steal my brain and emotions from me... cause it looks like someone is my twin right now...

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[catchastar811]

well jaqi i wish that you didn't feel that way about yourself but nothing I say is going to change years of you feeling like your nothing and experiences you have had to undergo. I wish that I could get ahold of you because it would be nice to hang out and talk...so when u get a chance call me!

jaqo

[crzyblue]

JAQO my love--- I've been calling your cellphone for the past few days! i can't get in touch with you... call me! we need hang out i miss you... my number is 917-613-8167.... i live off campus now.. so you know we can bug the fuck out...

Your favorite oswego homo
EDDY D!