at 22 I have found an end

[hippiechickii7]

I realized tonight that I will never be able to be optimistic about life, humanity, or anything else that I was born with the gift of... I have realized that no matter how much I try I can never make anyone happy,, I feel so unpretty that I wish that I could shoot myself for all my sins in and out. I realized that Im a fuck up and I will never

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oh honey

[pwrpufgrl]

i hate it when you talk like that.. you are beautiful inside and out and you know i always so that if people don't see that then they aren't worth your time. i wish i knew what was making you feel this way, if someone is saying something to you or what is going on. you know if someone was saying anything to make you feel like crap i would try really hard to hurt them. i'm a bit of a pansy you know. anyways darling i'm always here for you. i love you more than all the stars in the sky and all the fish in the sea and more than all the centipeds in hawaii, and trust me honey there are a lot. i love you and i know that i'll never be able to say it enough but i do with all my heart and soul and all that i am. with out you i wouldn't be able to go on living. i miss you.

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[catchastar811]

What happened that made you say all these things? It feels like you've disappeared from the world and I miss having you around. It's too bad your that unhappy. Change is a good thing and it looks like you need a lot of it in your life. I'm always here so take me up on it!

[crzyblue]

JAQO i miss you sooo much call me 917-337-2260