midnight post!
Since I can't seem to sleep and I am forcing myself to write, I have two little drabbles for you~
Titles: Yume and Lost
Written by me
Genre: Fluff and angst
Rating: very safe
Pairs: Ohmiya
Yume
Ohno walked quietly backstage to where he knew Nino had retreated to. Sitting all by himself was Nino, trying to compose himself and pretend he was okay.
Ohno didn’t really know what happened with Nino... they never really talked about personal stuff with each other.
But whatever made Nino breakdown in the middle of a concert was serious. After watching Nino sniffle and wipe his tears away, Ohno slowly made his appearance. He was nervous, he never really dealt with situations like this... but he was their Leader and he had to do something.
This was Nino after all.
"Nino?" he asked quietly, watching Nino jump a little at his sudden appearance. Nino quickly dried his face and gave Ohno a fake smile.
"Riida, I’m okay." Nino smiled, the corners of his mouth twitching. Ohno didn’t talk much, Nino knew that, but it was his actions that were always stronger than words.
The older man took the few steps he needed to get to Nino and he knelt down in front of him.
Nino met his Captain’s eyes and found his escape. Nino’s tears fell again and Ohno pulled him into his arms.
Ohno couldn’t do much but be a shoulder to cry on. But to Nino it was everything he ever needed.
Ohno didn’t know much of what had happened, but he promised to never again let his Nino cry like that alone.
Lost
He had lost all motivation.
All the inspiration and ideas he could ever ask for were floating around in his mind... untouched.
Nothing mattered anymore as he sat on the old piano bench, staring at the keys that have gone untouched for many months.
His fingers would touch a note, a dull soft sound that seemed to vibrate pointlessly, forever.
The sound brought yet another idea to his already cluttered mind, filling his head to the point of bursting. Another idea that needed to escape, begging to bring back the lingering memory.
But when his skin brushed over the ivory keys, his mind faltered, shattering into pieces again after trying so hard to put them all together.
His hands smashed the keys, piercing the silence in place for his soundless tears and constant pain.
His body falling forward to rest on the instrument before him, the endless vibrations whispering tiny encouragements in his ear.
His only music now was the sound of his damaged heart and the fragments of the melody they would once listen to...
Inspiration always came to him now, but only when he would gaze upon the picture hanging above the dusty piano.
He had lost the music...
But without the one in the photo to sit by his side, he had found that he would never want the music back again... even if the missing motivation someday returned.
.
~~**~~
Obviously the first one is from the audio of Nino crying during his performance of "Yume". And I kinda wondered what the other members did after he went backstage or whatever XD and I kinda had to work Ohmiya into it :P
The second one.... I thought it up while I was struggling with Sho's tree chapter XD Trying to write crack... and ending up with angst? Yes.
It can be read from Nino's point of view, losing Ohno and not being able to write/ compose music anymore.
Or, it can be read as Ohno's point of view, losing Nino and losing his motivation, as he tries to remember Nino's music.
Anyway... I'll go back to Sho's tree chapter.... XD
Titles: Yume and Lost
Written by me
Genre: Fluff and angst
Rating: very safe
Pairs: Ohmiya
Yume
Ohno walked quietly backstage to where he knew Nino had retreated to. Sitting all by himself was Nino, trying to compose himself and pretend he was okay.
Ohno didn’t really know what happened with Nino... they never really talked about personal stuff with each other.
But whatever made Nino breakdown in the middle of a concert was serious. After watching Nino sniffle and wipe his tears away, Ohno slowly made his appearance. He was nervous, he never really dealt with situations like this... but he was their Leader and he had to do something.
This was Nino after all.
"Nino?" he asked quietly, watching Nino jump a little at his sudden appearance. Nino quickly dried his face and gave Ohno a fake smile.
"Riida, I’m okay." Nino smiled, the corners of his mouth twitching. Ohno didn’t talk much, Nino knew that, but it was his actions that were always stronger than words.
The older man took the few steps he needed to get to Nino and he knelt down in front of him.
Nino met his Captain’s eyes and found his escape. Nino’s tears fell again and Ohno pulled him into his arms.
Ohno couldn’t do much but be a shoulder to cry on. But to Nino it was everything he ever needed.
Ohno didn’t know much of what had happened, but he promised to never again let his Nino cry like that alone.
Lost
He had lost all motivation.
All the inspiration and ideas he could ever ask for were floating around in his mind... untouched.
Nothing mattered anymore as he sat on the old piano bench, staring at the keys that have gone untouched for many months.
His fingers would touch a note, a dull soft sound that seemed to vibrate pointlessly, forever.
The sound brought yet another idea to his already cluttered mind, filling his head to the point of bursting. Another idea that needed to escape, begging to bring back the lingering memory.
But when his skin brushed over the ivory keys, his mind faltered, shattering into pieces again after trying so hard to put them all together.
His hands smashed the keys, piercing the silence in place for his soundless tears and constant pain.
His body falling forward to rest on the instrument before him, the endless vibrations whispering tiny encouragements in his ear.
His only music now was the sound of his damaged heart and the fragments of the melody they would once listen to...
Inspiration always came to him now, but only when he would gaze upon the picture hanging above the dusty piano.
He had lost the music...
But without the one in the photo to sit by his side, he had found that he would never want the music back again... even if the missing motivation someday returned.
.
~~**~~
Obviously the first one is from the audio of Nino crying during his performance of "Yume". And I kinda wondered what the other members did after he went backstage or whatever XD and I kinda had to work Ohmiya into it :P
The second one.... I thought it up while I was struggling with Sho's tree chapter XD Trying to write crack... and ending up with angst? Yes.
It can be read from Nino's point of view, losing Ohno and not being able to write/ compose music anymore.
Or, it can be read as Ohno's point of view, losing Nino and losing his motivation, as he tries to remember Nino's music.
Anyway... I'll go back to Sho's tree chapter.... XD