today i opened my acceptance letter to mills college. included was another letter informing me that i'd been chosen for an annual $15,000 scholarship.

mass with orien and alex. the man in the robe had a scottish accent and the choir man was very proud.

the highest form of expression is vibration
i am my only child
a child of the divine
i ask for an increase in movement
om tat sat tat sat tat sat

i dreamed about frantically escaping from my house via by bedroom window two nights ago. all i took with me were a pair of f-me boots and my new black sweater. my hair was down and dreadlocked. i was scared and hurried. i didn't climb out the bottom of my window like one would if they were thinking logically; instead i climbed out the top half ( Read more... )

last night i followed my angry boyfriend into a park where we sat on a bench in the rain. being honest is really difficult when your words are hurtful. we didn't leave until we could hold hands and feel a spark between us again. now things are raw. and i'm in love with you again.

as told by mudhur-nain:
be with your friends, have fun, read, relax, laugh, make stuff, travel, make new friends, change your hair, try something new to eat

as told by 14th dalai lama:
"Instructions For Life"
1. Take into account that great achievements involves great risk.

2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three R's:
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"curly locks, now that i'm a dreadlocks..."

i am finally comfortable as me. sitting inside my skin feels good.

i'm terribly excited. i forgot how much i love winter. i'm making all of my gifts, something i've never done. it's the final manifestation of my years re-soul-utions: 2008 is the year to create.

oh, and it's final: i'm attending humboldt state university in fall of '09.

testing, testing...

i don't have bad days very often. the last two days have been BAD days ( Read more... )