having another mini-crisis

[hippiegolucky]

I'm afraid of a lot of things right now. Something inside of me that I'm afraid of faltering might be faltering. And if I let go, I might go back to the way I was and cause a great deal of pain. Aside from that, Juliet's currently at Davidson, someone wants me to visit Duke, and Melissa's coming next week (about which I am quite excited). But

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[molto_verde]

I was going to comment and tell you that maybe you should consider going to a very small college, but then I realized you have graduated and are probably already enrolled. So where ARE you going?

[hippiegolucky]

I'm probably going to a moderately small liberal arts school, but I don't need to figure that out just yet:

I didn't graduate because I developed a phobia of Grimsley, freaked out, and now I need 3 more credits to graduate which I will pick up at New Garden Friends Upper School next year.

[homegrownweed]

i don't know how to say this, but... it is over. maybe i was just lucky that i was able to let go of it without much pain. i hope school (next year and college) will be good. plenty of great friends that you can be like your tip self around. i think it's something like that that helps you accept the loss. i donno... but it'll be okay