Well, I guess the thoughts about Travis that I didn't want to admit were true. I guess he really only did want me for sex...that hurt's just a little. It's ok though...I know I'll meet a guy who will want me for more than that. Anyway, it just hurts cause he said all that stuff like wanting to adopt Trent, and thats exactly why I try not to involve ( Read more... )

So, yeah I'm so paranoid driving that piece of shit car. The speedometer doesn't work so I never know if I'm speeding, the only place I worry about speeding is when I come to school cause, Cincinnati police suck ass man! Anyway, I haven't talked to Travis for a couple of days, I guess he's over me. Oh well...I can keeping on truckin'. Anyway, ( Read more... )

So last nite when I got home,oddly, Donnie was sitting on my porch strumming his guitar. He said that he needed a cool girls opinion on this new song he wrote. It was pretty sweet, but he wouldnt tell me who he wrote it for. Probably Hope I think hes hada crush on her 4 awhile. Im going to find out dammit!

Not really anything special to talk about. I did talk to one of my best friends Chris last night I havent got to talk to him for awhile now I'm sure if we lived closer we could talk more but, you know that can go at times. I do miss him though, he really is a great friend. Travis kind of reminds me of him a little, like they're voices are the same ( Read more... )

I don't know, I just called Travis and was like what's up or whatever, and he said "Why didn't you call me yesterday?" That truly, confuses me. I mean like, when I do call, he either doesn't answer or he says stuff like, let me call you back. I don't know I'm just confused. I wish he would really tell me how he felt. I would feel better then. The ( Read more... )

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So far today has been awesome, I went and chilled with some of my friends in the woods. Played some awesome drums and skipped my class. Only thing shitty about that is that is as soon as I came back to school, my professor said, "How come you missed class today?" I was like,"um, I had a....doctor's appointment?" Of course he knew I was lying but I ( Read more... )

I dont know why my luck is always shitty...needless to say i am not going to wvto see Travis cuz taylor is a tard and dont know how to check the oil in her car. It just sux cuz im fallen 4 travis and im starting to think he doesnt dig me the same i dunno maybe he does and im just in a bad mood well im out...peace

I know I'm a dork for posting more than one article a day, but stuff always happens from here to now and it drives me insane not to talk about it. I don't know why but I feel so sad...I like woke up this morning wanting to cry and I don't understand why. Then I made my day worse buy dropping my Comp2 class. I just can't handle taking all these ( Read more... )

HMMM....today I feel like a total piece of shit. My mom is real depressed and I feel that I had something to do with it. Her and Tim are fighting. But I'm not a part of that, but I do feel guilty though, because she helps me and then she is depressed when she does. I don't want someone to take care of me I don't like asking her for help, but she ( Read more... )