Mason actually made it to the final four. This is so cool.

OK summer financial aid...any way to get it?

I've only seen 2 of the movies that won Oscars...how sad
In other news my manager told me I need to get laid, I guess I shouldn't yell at him anymore.
I have an IT midterm tom. that I am going to fail.

So I need to sleep more. I fell asleep in coognitive psych and my notebook was on my lap and fell off making a ton of noise.

My life is getting all to hectic. I just wish it would all get to me so that i just would have a breakdown and not have to deal anymore. I don't know why I love and I don't know why I trust. A year and a half has seemingly gone down the drain. And though I keep getting hurt I want to hang on.

You can never trust the people you trust the most. They always turn around and stab you in the fucking back. And I"m sick of all the lying people. And so I"m saying fuck it, I'm through

at least that's what I"m telling myself tonight.

Can't sleep...my mind keeps turning over and over. I"m not mad, I'm not even hurt anymore. I'm just tired. Wishing that this all was resolved, but that won't happen till July. won't breath till then.

Sometimes I really wonder if there is a god. such awful things happen. I just don't understand why bad things have to happen. and if they happen why can't they be made easier. just ramblings. i need to sleep more i guess.

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: hot pockets
so bad, but so yummy and convieniant
Literary: the mars manga it's like a soap opera, but you have to read the dialogue so it's a little better...right?Audiovisual: Miami Ink I want a tattoo...le sigh
Musical: country I'm becoming a sountherner...ahhhh
Celebrity: johnny depp just ( Read more... )

This isn't fair. It just isn't fair. It hurts so much. It just isn't fair or right.