Im keenly aware that I am being a dick. How do i stop being a dick? last night was way too emotional. My grandpa is dying and i just wish i could say goodbye. and im terrified of ruining things. its so hard to stop being a brat. and it sucks when you SO know that you are just fucking stuff up but you do it anyway.
Zhu Zhu arrived here at 4 am. Im really glad she is here, its super good/weird to see someone that lived with you for a year, but havent seen for almost 2! Christmas is fun with an extra person
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