I'm trying to be positive,
but being all paranoid and stuff ruins the cohesion.

It was really foggy tonight, because the snow melted.
But it was kind of nice to drive, and not see anything.
Just the road and your headlight beams projecting through the fog.
And occasionally, when someone passed you couldn't see anymore
just the brilliance of their passing.

I wish I could'a drove it stoned AND drunk. :)

I think I've gotten used to my incredible sense of loneliness.
After-all, born alone die alone.
Amen

This dude I know got me to quit smoking cigarettes and once told me, "You have to know what you want, and you need a good girl at your side."

Yeah, well, I may not know a whole lot
but I know when an ex-heroin addict says something so profoundly smart that it's right.
Thanks man.

I'm supposed to be writing poetry for class, but ah oh well.
I can't see the value of things anymore, and I've been just kind of drifting.
But at least there are a few things that make me happy.

Without me, my universe does not exist.
Therefore, I'll keep looking out for the person who matters.

You have to model yourself into who you want to be.
You've got to uphold your sense of honor, and dignity (fuck respect).
Because when it comes down to it all happiness is, is a chemical response in your brain.

Oh, and I've seen the Dark Knight three times, and I'll possibly see it a fourth in IMAX ; )

There have been times in my life that I find myself utterly lost. Without any path I stand spinning and staring at unfamiliarities. I think that all growing up is, is holding onto that lost daze, wrestling with it, making it YOUR lost daze and forging some sort of coherency out of it ( Read more... )

The paths before me were two,
now they are only one.

Let's see how long this path meanders.

I'm gearing up for the shittiest summer yet.
Joy