It's like being smacked in the face...

[hippygolucky]

So apparently Dan's already going out with a new chick. Shayla Minteer. I'm glad for both of them... she's a nice girl... the kind that he'd always wanted me to be, and he is a very sweet boy. I wish the best for both of them

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[cant_decide]

wait, what? what happened?!?!?!

Love,
Brendon

[hippygolucky]

You didn't even know!?!?!

[lunarwench]

ok, look ellen. i know right now we kinda have this casual "nothing happened, weve always been friends" thing going on. and i have to admit im happy its back, but i didnt distance myself from you 'because of dan' and i did not stop that distance because dan was no longer in the picture. i stopped because of how you made me feel like i was absolutely nothing during those last months. but i think time made that better for us.

anyway, enough of that.

if you even presume to think you werent a "nice girl" for dan, thats bull. you are a nice girl and funny and cool beyond even my years, and you are wicked trendy and unique. but dan made you full of excuses, boring, needy, plain, depressed, and whiny, and you never had REAL time for friends. i couldnt ever tell if you really wanted to be around us, or you were just counting the seconds til you could be with or talk to dan again. please dont be mad at that. its true in every respect to me

[hippygolucky]

:):):) There is absolutely no reason to be sorry throughout that wonderful speech at all, I should be the one that's sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry for that time that I completely ditched you... and even though at the time I thought it was for the right reasons... it wasn't, and I just hope that you can forgive me for that... I still haven't forgiven myself.

Also I want to apologise for all those times that we hung out and you didn't really feel like we were hanging out. I totally know what you mean... I felt like I was "on call" at all times, and I didn't know how to deal with it.

I really want to talk to you about all this face to face... I just tried calling your cell but you didn't pick up. I'll call you tomorrow to see what you're up to though. I hope we can hang out soon.

[kbnauscskilset]

thats why they call it a "rebound"

[hippygolucky]

Hahaha, I know... it was just a shock. hahaha, I actually know that I shouldn't be upset about it... but you know... yeah. Haha. But it's no big deal, I really am happy that they are happy. :)

[blazingstars]

Umm.. ewww? Maybe he needs like, a rebound girl, like someone to fill the gap of loneliness. but it's odd