I finally realized today... not just today... about like 2 seconds ago... that I am allowed to do stupid things sometimes, I'm allowed to make the wrong decision about somethings, and I'm allowed to act like a kid... because I still am one, well partially anyway. I've never wanted to grow up, yet time is forcing me to, but I am not grown yet. I' ( Read more... )

I've decided recently that I want a digital camera. Maybe I'll go out one of these days and buy one with one of my paychecks.... unlikely ( Read more... )

Man friday was a pretty crazy day. Woke up and went to my driver's test. Passed! woo. Went to my audition... I think I did okay. Then I went to Dan's house, but we never stayed there for more than 10 minutes. We ended up going to cap'n jacks for dinner, which I still have some of and should eat right now, and then we went to the East Matunuk ( Read more... )

Oh man, yesterday was one of the best days of my life. I hung out with Dan basically all day and just had so much fun. Pete picked Dan and I up and then we went to Mass. to pick up KC and Angie. Then we all went to Pete's house for a little bit. He is one rich mo fo. Damn filipino's. Haha. Then we went to wendy's where my lovely boyfriend, ( Read more... )

Snow should die. It's spring and we have 7 inches of snow... as said by Paul Webb. DAMN We shouldn't have had school today... because we didn't have state testing anyway. Schools stink

As I've said in basically every entry since February... Wow... I haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

Today I felt very good. I told the Ry-man about that record company thing... I was excited. Dan, his little sis, his little bro, his mommy and I all went sledding today at "the RI desert". It was so much fun! I hadn't been sledding in years!!! It was good stuff! I got snow down my pants :( but it's okay, I had another pair :). I came ( Read more... )

So I feel like shit. Dan was already in a funk before I left for NY... and I didn't want to leave him because at this point in his life he really needs to be hanging out with somebody... but nobody's there for him to hang out with. It was hard enough just thinking about leaving him before all this crappy crap happened. I suck balls... and I'm ( Read more... )

holy cokerspaniel I never update anymore. Sorry guys. I'm just never online anymore... my rents just steal the computer so I resort to talking to my boyfriend all the time. Valentines day was cool... but... my dad left our door open... and Dan got a stomach ache. DAMN ( Read more... )

Wow... I haven't updated in forever. I guess a lot has been going on... I've been really happy lately though. Thursday was Dan's and my 2 month. I was so happy. 2/3 of the way to my longest relationship! Woo.. Thank you mini and B. I miss you guys. We must chill ( Read more... )