Damn it lol!! i was finally to the point where i didnt even think bout the guy anymore, then abby had to go and mention his name!!!! Now im back where i started! Damn you Jesse, i wish i would have never talked to you!

i should do my homework now!

Im really tired, im getting furthur away from my faith which isnt good,im really worried about it, and it may sound ridiculose or lame to you to hear someone say that but fuck you, this is my journal psh ( Read more... )

Wow i feel really bad! What the hell is wrong with me. He is so perfect and sweet, and im a bitch and dont like him, wtf. I deserve every bit of guilt that i feel....X 10 lol

.....bye

After spending the whole evening with stacy and allsion talkin bout their boi's i feel a tad bit hmmmm unwanted, you could say. Eh well! lol

Homecoming kick off was pretty good i guess, i really liked 07's movie that they made.

I think homecomings gonna be fun, i hope so. Im goin alone, but its all good in da hood G-UNIT!

Im out! Love youz

O....K soo my heart just kinda broke in half just now...why do i do this to my self lol, im such a freakin retard for even letting my self think it! Eh good thing iv mastered the art of faking a smile, cuz i sure do need it alot these days...

thats all for now i guess, damn livejournal your always so depressing lol :D

So bought some clothes for my fashion show and photo shoot today.....then ( Read more... )

You stayed up all night at a party and got drunk, then ended up having sex with some guy/girl that you dont even know ( Read more... )

OK so the only thing i was really lookin forward to lately was goin to the Fall Out Boy concert, and when i finally decided to get my ticket the show was sold out! What the fuck, im soo pissed off.

Im tired of everything, just fuck it all for right i dont care.

I havent wrote in here for a long time, i got stuff to talk bout i just forget it by time i get on LJ.....sorry lol ( Read more... )

OH SNAPS!! wth am i suppose to do!!!

Im always second fiddle when it comes to her

Fruit snacks are the best!!!!!

All my taste buds are like burned off, now my toung feels uber wierd!

I should do my homework now :(

Peace!!