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Another post in Sinned...'Voices in my head, telling me to stay depressed'
I wrote:
"Does anyone else get voices in their head? Ones that tell you to stop your anti-depressants and not tell anyone, that tell you not to go back to the doctors, that can't decide whether or not you want some help or not...they make you scared to go get it...you want someone else to do it for you ( Read more... ) -
Post in Sinned...'starting a new job, manager has no idea I have depression'
This is what I wrote...
"I start my first proper job (part-time) on Mon (16th), before I have only had saturday jobs when I was at college, and my manager has no idea that I have depression because it's not a good idea to tell them before you start or when you apply because we live in a society that constantly discriminates (basically, I wouldn't ( Read more... ) -
Feck.
Been feeling quite a bit more positive lately, and I'm off the anti ds...not that they were helping very much anymore. Feeling a bit sort of tired today. I don't know, I feel sick, but that could just be the choccys I ate. I haven't been drinking as much as I should....I'll go and have a couple of pints of water now ( Read more... ) -
Is it just me?
Am I the only one who doesn't want to stop cutting? Who doesn't set herself a goal of getting to a certain number of days not cutting? I feel really kinda alone...really weird, or wrong, or different...like there is something wrong with me for not wanting to stop.
Meh.
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Last Nite
Alot happened yesterday, I ruined our engagement again. I can't really talk about it..too private. I might make a private entry later. But anyway...it's our two year anniversary on Monday, hopefully we'll (I'll) be ok. I am looking forward to it. I just want but also don't want to be better ( Read more... ) -
Yesterdays outburst
I'm pissed off with Microsoft Outlook Express...I have saved all the messages that myself and Phil have ever sent one another in the past two years and I brought them over to out in to outlook so I could view them again, but nooooo, it won't let me do that! There is no way I can import them to there! ARGH! I will always have to view them in notepad ( Read more... )
