In Trouble.

[hipvtasha]

hey everyone.

Things here are going... well not so wonderful.  And it's not our baby girl and it's not Cayne and I.  It's just me.  I don't know why, but I am feeling miserable.  I am so sad and so confused about it.  I get down about little things, and then I make up fictional stories in my head to make me feel worse.  Mind you, these are things

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[wholemilkchai]

I know you and I have never been really close or anything but you're my friend and if you ever need anything or just someone to talk to, I'll be there to listen and offer what help I can.

[theal8r]

Get thee to a therapist, even if it is community mental health. It sounds like post-partum depression, compounded by your health problems. Do not piddle around with it. Post-partum is nastiness itself and can get worse.

Get a counselor (and this from the girl who usually scoffs at therapy). But you need to have a professional to talk to, who can listen for the scary bits.

I had PPD with both kids, and with Bryn it was terrible -- 3 suicide attempts, etc. etc. Don't eff around with it.

[veronica_milvus]

I saw your request for a tarot spread and I will read for you tonight. However I think the previous poster is correct, you may have some post natal depression and of course the pain and worry of the kidney stone can't help. I think counselling would be useful, but I am also a great fan of forcing myself to tell positive stories. Instead of your man leaving you etc. picture picnics on the beach together, making pumpkin lanterns for Halloween, buying your baby lovely toys for Christmas, picture the opportunities you have for happy smiling faces over the next few months, tell yourself good stories. This is the basis for practical magic!

best wishes to you and I will post via your hotmail address later.

Veronica