School was okay. I missed the but this morning and I blame greg cause he tried to call me but called my cell, which wasn't on to say the bus was coming early, so I watching it go by. Then I had to call my mom who had just got into Topsham to come all the way back to get me and bring me there. Crazy morning. Anyways. I have a buttsecks load of ( Read more... )

I had to take the bus today, but I texted poeple the whole way home, haha. It was funny. Josh and AJ said there was a 'gathering' after school. I could have gone, but didn't. I didn't excatly feel "wecomed" so I figured I could do something better with my time than be unwelcome somewhere I'd rather not be. My dad's getting off late tonight and I ( Read more... )

I hate the way I look right now. It's getting so old. I bought hair dye, new make-up, a couple new shirts, a new cell phone case, a hair straightener, a new hair curler, & new face wash... basically a whole new look for myself. And I plan to keep it up because I have a feeling that the way I present myself has really been bringing down my self- ( Read more... )

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hm.. it's been a good, long, confusing, unexpected, dissapointing, somewhat happy, painful weekend. That about sums it up.

I haven't been online in a while, power outages are life ruiners. Well, I think everyone pretty much knows what went on saturday, so I won't bother recapping. I went to the Tontine mall with kels, mike, and aj today. It was fun. My dad got my a cell phone too. horray, he's such a sucker but I gotta love him. It's a camera phone too with texting and ( Read more... )

If only I knew what I know
I'd make it a point to say so
To everyone that got me here
And everyone that made it

Clear I was dead wrong all along
You said it for my sake
That I would not lose my way
When I was astray ...

I'm doing the best that I could.
Trying my best to be understood
Maybe I'm changing slowly
I get out, turn around.....

today:
dogs >> snack and pointless tv >> homework/dinner >> tv shows >> bed.
tomorrow:
school >> ???

someone needs to fill me in with times and everything, I might have other plans. But I'm not sure.

I feel so sick. I mean like a cold.. sort of. My heart was racing, I was out of breath, and I felt faint. I guess it's just that I've been worrying too much lately. At least I have someone I can blame it on. but I won't, I'm not even going to say anything cause it's not like a regretful thing. Ug.. today started horrible, the middle of it was great ( Read more... )

new layout. It's a bit darker than my others, but I promise that it doesn't reflect my view on the world or my feelings. Since no one outside of my freinds ever sees this livejournal, I'm not going to bother slapping copyrights and credits all over, but I will mention that the images are from sxc.hu from user lie_one and the brushes are from ( Read more... )

please. just leave well enough alone. for all our sakes.