Tonight I went to the same place we had our first date.
I was in a daze as I sat at the bar and remember walking in with you and finding our spot at the bar, we sat down and ordered drinks and I was so excited to talk to you. I just wanted to know more about you. I don't remember what we talked about I just know the conversation kept flowing and we kept laughing. Then you said your friends were down stairs and asked if I would mind meeting them, of course I didn't. So we walked down stairs and you joked about giving me a piggy back ride up the stairs. We walked in and found our table, I was glad we were sitting against the wall because as soon as we sat down we were leaning into each other and by the end of the night your hand was on my leg and my head was on your shoulder. I was so tired, I remember you leaning into my ear and telling me you were hungry and asking if I wanted to leave. I told you I could make you a pizza, and before I knew it you were giving me a piggyback ride up the stairs to your truck. I don't remember the drive home or getting in the door. I know I changed into my pjs as soon as we got back to my house. The next thing I remember we're standing in my kitchen and you look at me grab my face and kiss me. It was perfect. I remember not wanting you to leave.
Just sitting there tonight and thinking of that night made me smile. It made me feel the excitement of meeting you all over. I don't know what it is about you but something about you feels so right even though it's all wrong right now.