ohio was ok. uneventful, but ok. it made me sad for my brother though. i dont think he is sad, but i think he's lonely. and i think being lonely is probably one of the worst feelings ever ( Read more... )

i haven't used a computer in a while cause i made my dads crash and i'm no longer aloud to touch it. whoops. and apparently living in the country and having an internet connection dont really go together too well ( Read more... )

looks like im really fucking stoned right?......

WRONG. i have:
pink eye!

in both eyes.

i really need to start living my life. sometimes it seems like the world itsn't real because i only see it through car windows, or from a TV screen. i hate that thats what it has come to ( Read more... )

im ready for this illness to be gone. please please cure me.

what to do ( Read more... )

i never really noticed until today...but during the day, at school, i'd be surprised if i said 4 words throughout the whole time i'm there. i feel so desperate to reach out to people and talk to them...but i dont know how to innitiate it, i dont say the right things, people dont notice me...and its not that it really makes me all that upset or ( Read more... )

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i am so confused. i know that's probably a pretty common thing for me to say, but its true. i feel like this whole time in my life is a huge waste. a HUGE waste of time and im just making it worse. i feel lonely, yet im afraid to let anyone get close. my whole life is just one vicious circle where i keep getting myself into these bad places and ( Read more... )

i think im a romantic. not in the lovey dovey sort of way...but the: a movement in literature and art during the late 18th and early 19th centuries that celebrated nature rather than civilization; "romanticism valued imagination and emotion over rationality ( Read more... )