Today was interesting to say the least and I am not sure what brought it on. I'd say it is too many things all at once. Today I had an anxiety attack at work and it forced me to ask to leave early so that I could see a doctor. It was one of the worst feelings I have ever encountered in my life. i have never felt that anxious/paranoid/a million ( Read more... )

I love it how your deep brown eyes can burn a hole in me ( Read more... )

And it seems ( Read more... )

I'm Matt. I was born in Buffalo, New York twenty-one years ago. I was the last child born in the hospital that I was born in because the maternity ward lost it's funding. My parents seperated when I was six months old and fully divorced when I was eighteen months old. in that time my mom and I lived in Ohio where I lived until my mom remarried. We ( Read more... )

it's a walking contradiction ( Read more... )

i was going to write something that would attempt to explain my feelings in the form of lyrics, but I cannot find the words. I want to make things the way they used to be. I almost wish I didn't know what I know now. It is bringing me to places that I haven't been. I need this. I needed to know where she was through this time and I wish that I ( Read more... )

so yeah, this week is going to be insane. this is just on the surface of it all. I have 37 hours of work, playing twice, three in class finals, and one take home final. i'm not too sure when I am supposed to sleep through all of this (except I did get 8 hours of sleep last night, and I dont have anything going on tomorrow morning). I guess it ( Read more... )

im guessing there will be some major update on here in the next 12 hours... but i can't make any promises.

i am a grade a jackass.

all i want for christmas.
is someone to hold tight.
when it's the two of us against the world.