thats probably the shitty thing about having depression. ive thought about it before too. and i guess i just would ask, is this depressive episode better or worse compared to when you werent eating well, etc? i know since ive been on meds, eat right, etc. i still get depression but its just depression, its no longer feels like life ending depression....
That's the funny thing. I've been hell bent on losing weight, right? SO i was really starving myself. This made me iritable, but not depressed. I used to over eat all the time because it would make me feel better to cram my face full of food. The depression is about the same. A think less crippling since I've started to take meds, but i get this "I want to give up because i'm tired." Like, i don't want to kill myself, i just wish I'd die somehow. It still pretty bad to deal with. And I just don't understand what the fuck i have to do to NOT feel like this anymore.
honestly, i know exactly how you feel, only because its part of the condition of having chemical depression. its like, i can think happy thoughts, hang out with wonderful people, treat myself great, and its not enough. And in my opinion, wanting to die is detrimental too, even if its not explicitly suicidal. I went to a naturopath and its worked out better than i think SSRIs could ever work. Holistic medicine i think is much more life-affirming anyway. If you want their number, let me know. Good luck.
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i know since ive been on meds, eat right, etc. i still get depression but its just depression, its no longer feels like life ending depression....
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The depression is about the same. A think less crippling since I've started to take meds, but i get this "I want to give up because i'm tired." Like, i don't want to kill myself, i just wish I'd die somehow. It still pretty bad to deal with. And I just don't understand what the fuck i have to do to NOT feel like this anymore.
I almost think I'd rather be numb.
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