Thinking is not always healthy

[hissheereen]

I have been thinking lately of what am I. I am owned/loved by Malik who I so love. He truly is my life. I was told recently that my whole being changes when he is gone from me. I become lost, and I do feel lost without him physically near me. I am dependent on him. I have given him all of me, even if it doesn't always show

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[feistysub66]

You are the best friend. And I am lucky to have you in my life. I would truly be lost without you. And I mean that literally.

I love you,
Julie

[hissheereen]

You are very special to me and a best friend. One of the few that know me :)

[eljoebo]

awwwwwwww!
oh, and...
awwwwwwww

Sounds like some serious takin' stock.

[hissheereen]

Am hoping that takin' stock will help keep focused.

[lthrmommadaddy]

You are a wonderful and very dear friend to me. I too, think about what I am, my changing and my embracing of that. It's hard for others to accept, and I am sorry for that, but it was a very welcome and much needed change for me.

I completely get that "lost" feeling, for I feel it too, at times. It's hard to deal with, particularly for me because it's a new feeling, a new emotion that I have never felt or allowed myself to feel before. But, as I said, embracing change, I'm experiencing a lot of things I never thought I would, or that I even could.

[hissheereen]

I'm not sure that the "lost" feeling will ever be something to get use to. I don't always deal with it very well, but try. I am always a phone call away :)

[a_spirited_soul]

nice....you are a good friend. and a good "voman"

[hissheereen]

Your a good friend too and great with feeding M&M's...I don't forget good things :)

[feistysub66]

yeah, she is a very good "voman". But she is a freak, and lippy. :o)~