..i cried for you when i heard the rain;;it cried for me when you didn't care..

[hissmisery]

~i am a lost pile of mush.. me and danielle came to the conclusion the other day that if life were a living being, we would maime it beyond recognition, for it sucks greatly.. too confusing, it's just a bunch of questions and unanswerable memories

Comments

[dearzachary]

You're scared cause you've not talked to Jeff much?? Maybe you should bring it up casually the next time ya'll speak.

Anyway, I'm having a coughing fit, and I have a few stops to make before I get to work. So... -waves- I hope I talk to you at least once before I leave.

[hissmisery]

~i haven't talked to jeff hardly at all.. i have longer, more in depth conversations with a guy i've only just begun hanging out with a lot.. school started for him today.. all i can say is that once i get the balls up and figure out how to say it, i'm more or less "pausing" our relationship.. we'll wait and see what happens when, and IF, he comes back.. it's just how it has to be..::sigh::

~i hope to talk to you soon too.. i should be around tomorrow.. i'm supposed to call nathan at some point and see what he's up to, but other than that.. ::shrugs::

imissyou
iloveyou

ta ta for now dear

[dearzachary]

Do what you've gotta do sweetheart.