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[hissmisery]

"..said i don't know if i've ever been good enough..
i'm a little bit rusty and i think my head is caving in..
said i don't know if i've ever been really loved, by a hand that's touched me..
and i feel like something's going to give and i'm a little bit angry..
well, this ain't over.. not not here..
not while i still need you around.."

~so i haven'

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[livinginoctober]

I think, as cheesy as it sounds, that the love you have for yourself is the most important. And it will have to come before anyone else can love you the way you want to, you know? It may sound very trite, but I just believe that once you start truly loving yourself, everything will follow in time.

"When you gonna make up your mind, when you gonna love you as much as I do?" -Tori Amos

I miss you a great deal. I hope one day soon we can reconnect.

[hissmisery]

~you know darling, i'm in such a position to know that, even if it does sound silly or cliche, you're right.. and i'm actually working on :) it's a slow process, that's certain.. but i'll get there.. sometime.. sometimes i really think it might hit them, ya know? and they miss me.. or they wonder what COULD have been.. that sort of pisses me off a bit, cause i HATE that "realizing what you had once it's gone" thing.. but that seems to be part of my typical experience.. ha

~i'll figure it out.. and maybe someday, they will too.. i was good to them you know, EVERY one of them.. i would have done ANYTHING for those boys i loved or even just cared about.. and i'm not that damn boring!! HA for the love of God.. i'm a pretty effin kewl girl dammit! ;) i just think, maybe they miss me sometimes.. and what do i say? GOOD..

~i miss you as well.. a visit is really in order.. you've just got to let me know.. :)

i love you dearly ::hugs::
take care.. and thank you..