I know a lot of my entries have been rather sad, melancholy, etc. as of late. All I can say is that I'm working through a lot of things, life questions, personal reflection, trying to feel how I feel and not lose my mind, etc ( Read more... )

I wish I could come up for air. I feel like I can't breathe. And so starts a new week. I put my smile on and remember how lucky I am and try to be happy. It's all just a show though. I fake it well.

I hate it when you care about a person and can't cut them out of your life because even though it hurts it still feels good. No worries peeps, the EX is DEF NOT BACK. This is a new peep that while not super deep into affections, it was enough to reopen my fresh wounds of life essentially. I feel like I've loss so much blood in the past few years ( Read more... )

Its been a week since I had any pop. I had really bad migraines for about three days but since then I've been fine. I still crave one now and then and think that it'd taste good but I resist by reminding myself that I don't want to be controlled by caffiene. Damn. I can't spell caffiene correctly sorry ( Read more... )

So I got up the gumption and made the call this morning to set up an appointment wtih one of the school counselors in student services ( Read more... )

I think i need to get in my car and drive till I see pine trees and fall colored leaves.

THinking about just going this weekend and saying to hell with everything else.

If love is right around the corner...I'm walking in circles ( Read more... )

After reading some group posts about random things ( Read more... )

I told a friend to day that I'm really just buying my time in Grad School till I get married and you know what? Part of me actually feels that way. Some people go to a university to get their Mrs. Degree. We'll that didn't happen during B.A. or M.A. so I guess I'll just keep going in school. The sad part is that the more educated I become the more ( Read more... )

I really dislike, liking people, like more than friends, because it always hurts. Always hurts ( Read more... )