Went to the movies with a guy friend last night. Saw pandorum. It was decent. Made me jump a bit. He had a scary event happen to him yesterday. (was at a gun show and a gun went off that grazed his arm and hit the lady behind him in the neck ( Read more... )

The cats are sitting in the corner licking their lips and looking hungry.

When I die they'll eat the soft tissue first.

*note, the cats aren't real, just an ideological reference

When you realize that you're not sure why you are doing what you're doing and it all feels pointless?

Low point today. Been having a rough week obviously.

So number four and I....def. not going to go out again I decided. I'm seriously considering going to counseling to work out some post don issues. I still have my profile out there in cyberspace. I'm not taking my bet off the table but at the same time my friend gave me some good advice ( Read more... )

I miss my friend mike and he's only been gone a day. How am I going to make it nine months without him? He's my random phone call person and my trust male rational feedback person.

Arg.

FYI- I hate dating and I hate thinking too much about things. Hate it.

Went on date number 1 or 2 depending on how you look at it....we went to a diamondbacks baseball game....not really my thing but I've never been so i thought it might be fun. We met up and rode the light rail together, had pretty okay seats, I thought they were okay, and it was pretty nice ( Read more... )

So I have a friend back home in Michigan and we talk over the phone a lot. He's not a very positive person and I know it but there is something about his bad ass bad boyness that just gets my motor running and I wish I knew how to make it stop. It's horriblly fabulous. Sigh. What's a girl to do ( Read more... )

Date #3 was okay but not really interested in...maybe a second date but we'll see.

Date #4 - Really excited. We have a second date tentatively planned for Tuesday. Not sure what we're doing.

I have an obsession with Cascada's song Evacuate the Dance Floor. Can't help it ( Read more... )

My mom's cancer may be back ( Read more... )