im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore im so sore.. k thats enough.. dancing all fucking saturday night.. it got to the stage where the dj came up to us and said " oi the music's stoped "ahha funny crap. Anyway im a bit busy of late, so yeah take care peeps and catch ya

what do i want?
for some reason i dont know...
i know who i am, ive answered that question..
Who do i want to be with?
I really dont know..
I feel trapped, I've made a mistake..
I dont want to suffer the consequences

ok, so i go a bit emo tonight and get really depressed so i kick out the razors and knifes and go crazy on my arm, i wake up my mum, i promise her im ok, go to her room and shes on the phone to the hospital.. im not doing it because i want to die, im doing it because i cant talk to anyone.. nobody fucking cares

why the fuck do people leave me? after telling me that they care for me and that they honestly feel the same, they dont call, they block me, and they dont reply to any of my emails.. I honestly think im decent enough.. am I wrong? What the fuck do i have to do to stop these people from walking all over me? Im not going to change.. Im happy with ( Read more... )

Hah. so its 7.47am and i just woke up feeling really exhausted.. Argh, Im still sunburnt from the other day but im going a really hot brown colour so im happy *_*. I have an audition tommorow for Movieworld (kind of like Disneyland except it's not in America and not as big :P).. For being 'Austin Powers' during the holidays which I think would be a ( Read more... )

two lovers on a motorcycle ( Read more... )

Oh Fuck.. its like 8 am hahha.. how funnny.. Well i got up early and decided to make plans so me and Kiya are headin to the beach all day quite soon. so take care and keep it up;)

Man.. what is with me, I get all clingy and atached to random people I dont even know.. Why the fuck do i do it? Anyway, Im sure ive scared off another 'customer' who didnt want to have the 'kieran goodies' *sigh* Oh wellz.. I had the most tripped out night last night, I went to my aunties "Retreat-In-The-Middle-Of-Nowhere" And like.. got so bored ( Read more... )

Is the sun ever going to shine again? Am i ever going to have the faith and happiness i used to? Is this world of unhappiness and insecurity ever going to fall? Why cant i just be myself and find myself? Where's it all gone. I feel like it's my time.. My time to go and chose the easy way out, but at the same time I have alot of things that I ( Read more... )

So let me start off, Who the fuck in this fucked up world thinks its fair to get abused by your "oh so nice boss".. Okay, so i call up and tell her im wanting to leave.. Coz i am, I told her i work at a Surf Shop also and Im going to be getting more hours and that I would prefer anyday to do that job. So she starts yelling at me saying " Youre so ( Read more... )