Andy's pursuit has taken an uncomfortable turn. He won't take no for an answer and it is mildly disturbing. I didn't lead him on. I told him to his face that I didn't feel the butterflies or chemistry and didn't want to date him, but that I would be happy to nurture a friendship. He came over last night to talk it over and for an hour I took ( Read more... )

I have been saying for a while now that I would wait to be pursued rather than pursuing. Well, I waited and it happened. It just wasn't the right person. I unintentionally hurt him and I feel awful about that, but you can't make butterflies happen if there isn't any ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't make it into "Anna in the Tropics". That is alright. I wasn't super invested in making it. I am auditioning for an intense show called "Doubt" in a week at the Playhouse. It is a show that was recently adapted for the screen starring Meryl Streep and Philip Seymore Hoffman...coming out in December. So, whether I make that or not ( Read more... )

Barack Obama is the next president of the United States. Happy Birthday to me. I am overwhelmed and excited for the future.

I could not be more thrilled!!!!!!!

Last night was one of the worst I have had in recent history. As I have said, Luke came home from a friend's wedding with a new outlook. I had told him that I still had feelings for him and he told me that he had secretly been thinking about things as well ( Read more... )

Luke came home from a wedding this weekend and wanted to hang out. I thought nothing of it and said of course and went over there. As soon as I got there, there was something different about him ( Read more... )

I cannot believe I have been sitting in front of my computer for over 10 hours. It is ridiculous. But I am satisfied with how much homework I finished ( Read more... )

I am voting for Barkley for Senate on the 4th. I can't vote for Franken or Coleman. I just can't. If I say that I don't vote party and vote for who is best suited for the job, I have to vote Barkley. He served the remainder of Wellstone's term and has some experience. I am so sick of both Coleman and Franken. I met Franken as well. Nice ( Read more... )

Yes, I still have feelings unresolved. But, there is nothing that can be done about that and I am accepting that for now. There are new rules about dating now too, which means I can't even entertain those ideas.

So, I sit on these feelings and will not think about it anymore.

That is all I can do.

I had a very sleepy weekend after a very intense week. I dealt with letters to the editor that led to people being offended and coming to me for an answer. That was tough, but I held my ground. I believed it was well written and remained in the paper, open for further letters to the editor ( Read more... )