I'll get out of this town someday
Think I'll pack it in and buy a pick-up
Take it down to L.A.
Find a place to call my own and try to fix up.
Start a brand new day.
Today sucked some major ass. I got in another huge fight with my mom & she started crying, and then just yelled forever. My grades on the progress report are going to suck. My mom called me self-centered, and "tag a-long" today. I am everything BUT a tag along. Anyways. I really hope things get better. In most parent child relationships. you have two parents. so if one cracks down on you, the other will fix the situation and take it easy on you. But since I don't talk to my dad and he lives in fucking missouri, this isn't going to happen for me. So im stuck in a rut, and theres no way out. and i really hate giving in when i know i am right. and i AM one to drag on an arguement, I dont know how brandon puts up with my shit. I must be the most annoying girlfriend in the world. anyways. friends suck to. I'd much rather be alone then to be with anyone and this point. I'm not complaining when i say this, but all of my friends have "left me" and more power to them because you should always do what makes you happy. I am just going through a "rough patch" right now. I hate it when you blow up at someone, and you know that everything they said was right. Like today when Scott and I got in a fight, on his birthday, he was trying to give me advice and i took it personally. i always do that. i need help. i need to finish my book, and take a shower. The "working out" goal has been going really well. I can FEEL THE BURN anyways, i'll stop rambling on, because no one actually read every word of this.. =]