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Yeah, thanks mom.. the one thing I want to hear when I come home is
Today has been one of the worst days of my life. I cannot stop crying, I am feeling all of these emotions and I don't know how to control them. My grandpa is dying, In a couple of days he will be dead. I will never have the chance to talk to him, or to tell him I am so sorry for not being there like I should have. My mom said that we are most likely going down to Missouri to go to his funeral. Its funny, they already have it planned. Its like they aren't giving him a chance. I can't believe all of this is happening to me. My eyes aren't ever going to be dry again.
Please pray for my grandpa.