I wish I was you not I.
For some reason, i have been in the worst mood lately. sure i could blame it all on PMS, but that would just be taking the cheap way out. I am too selfish. Expecially as a girlfriend, because I am very needy. I need to talk to him and I need to see him, and when I don't, i just get really frustrated. I let always tell ( Read more... )

( its amazing how people can change so much in one year. )

Becoming last is where i am at

so much time has passed

and i'm stuck trying to re-live the past

but i can't GO back

WILL SOMEBODY JUST SAVE ME?

Because I'm growing up so fast, and yeah it ain't really a blast.

( Thank you to these people, for comming to see my choir concert! )

I am trying to fit an explanation into this pile of jumbled words. My mind is blank, and my heart full. I can't seem to piece it all together. blur. My stomach is twisting, and I feel like I am about to burst. I lay curled up under the millions of layers of stretched quilted cotton, hoping that it will vanish. I scream outside my window, but no one ( Read more... )

And these grass stains on my knees, they won't mean a thing
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SHE IS COMMING TO GET ME


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I love Brandon Dechow

Looking upwards
I strain my eyes, and try
to tell the difference between
shooting stars and satelites
from the passenger seat.

As you are driving me home
Do they collide?
I ask,and you smile.
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter.

When you feel embaressed
I'll be your pride
When you need directions
I'll be the guide
For all time

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Brick wall--waterfall--girl you think you know it all-- but you don't-- i do-- so pooooofff with the attitude--whatever.