nothing is ever easy anymore. i just constantly worry and worry and worry and...

sigh. i don't know how i can keep this up.

shopping for 15 hours straight is insane. i'm really tired because i've been up for about 42 hours now. ha. and it's only gonna get better as i go on my pseudo date, the beach club, and hot pink. bah!

it's official. alias ends its run in may. bah.

tonight, despite the heavy traffic and me being made fun of again for being a bad driver (something i really contest to considering how out of all my friends i'm the only one who hasn't gotten into a single accident) was actually kind of fun. today was the first day that it hit me; i'm in a production again. it was a pain and all hauling shit ( Read more... )

yuppers! good movies are out!

and three movies i've recently seen that everyone needs to go see because they are amazing:

jarhead

good night and good luck

shopgirl

that's all.

settled. grey's anatomy is the best show on tv right now.

sigh. i really wanted to go ghetto clubbing tonight but no one wants to go with me. heh, it's moments like these when i really miss jilly, steph, and ben the most.

as sad and lame as that may seem, i'm kind of enjoying it. i've realized i don't really have to be out all the time just for the sake of being out of the house. especially after busting my ass off week after week, juggling working 40 hours a week, play rehearsals, classes, homework, papers, and seeing my friends. it's made me appreciate my time ( Read more... )

ever feel like you're randomly planted in a situation and you're just expected to function like it's normal and familiar to you? kind of like improv. you're given specific circumstances and given a certain character and you're just let loose to carry about as if you've been living in that situation all along. i kind of feel that college is like ( Read more... )

last night, i actually went to bed at a decent hour. by decent i mean before 10pm. crazy right? oh, and i woke up around 1030 today. that's 12.5 hours of sleep. that should give me fuel for next week when i plan on not sleeping at all. oh yeah, not only that, but i've already done my stat homework and i'm about to start on doing my theatre homework ( Read more... )