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[hitokoe]

So I just had my "first kiss" today, but I'm not sure if it really counts, as it was a total joke and I had it with one of the gayest guys on the planet. A pair of lips is a pair of lips, though, right?

Except he had prickly stubble. Eeew.

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[astrokittie]

The gay combined with the prickly stubble comment totally reminds me of Franz Ferdinand's "Michael."

[hitokoe]

But he's totally not the the only one I'd ever want, only one I'd ever want, only one I'd ever want.

[kasdan]

Was he dancing like a beautiful dance-whore?

[hitokoe]

Nope. He didn't have sticky hair or sticky lips, either.

[harveyjames]

Just looking at your blog. First kisses... how old were you when you wrote this?

Me and my girl, Eleanor, had our first kiss the other day.

my head's spinning, I love her so much but she says she just wants to be friends. Because of our living arrangements (we're housemates), because of her hang-ups about her previous relationships, because she doesn't think she can love me as much as I love her.

So now she wants us to just act like two little friends who never touch or think rude thoughts about each other.

But what about all the times we've sat cuddled up on the couch? All the times she's said she thought I was wonderful, or beautiful? And the night of passion we shared? Who was that girl? Is she gone? Is she just able to turn her off and on like a lightswitch?

I can't turn this off. I don't want to be her friend, I just want to love her. No matter how it starts, no matter how it ends, that's what I want.

[hitokoe]

Seventeen. I'm a bit of a later bloomer.

[harveyjames]

Oh man, sorry for typing all that on your blog, it was a late night :|

[hitokoe]

It's ok!

You know, I just added you for the pirates, and I never expected you to read my own stuff, too. Haha.