Random train of thought

[hitoriphoenix]

I have been sitting here thinking about the evnts of my life, esp the last 3 years. I have wondered what has happend in lifes scheme of things to make me feel the way i do now, as well as quite often. Work, its alright, there will alays be problems at work. The problms i cant seem to get htings done about are home bound issues.. one, being the

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i just read this

[hitoriphoenix]

no one said that u had to clean up after everyone, uim just saying if u see the tash can over flowing, take it out and put a bag back IN the tash can. the cat i just wont put him outside. Hes going ot the shelter saturday morning. as for friends. if u havent noticed I DONT HAVE ANY. Paying atention to Xander, you usally dont. u cant deny that. for peats sake you dont even share things with him. I have been after you to spend more time with him for a long time. I never called u a low life. I kinda fugured that u read this because u told me that i wasnt happy. well no im not. you ignore me for the most part, your too busy in your game or wraped up in a movie. you never sit and talk with me and it seems to be about you. You dont snuggle me unless u think u can get something out of it and once u realize i want to seep u roll over and sleep on the edge of the bed. it looks like AGAIN you read only the stuff about yorself and not realy how i feel. All i want is for you to do better. study and get ur GED. Save some money up and pay off your