So I'm bored as shit. I have today off and tomorrow off. With absolutely nothing to do, or anyone to do it nothing with. Oh well, such is my life. Looks like I should be home by June of next year. I can't wait. I go to Italy next month. 26 more days till leave. And god, can I not wait. Im so beat. This place is wearing me out. Not that my job is ( Read more... )

I hate being me. I'm never happy with myself at all. I'm never thin enough, my skin never clear enough, my hair too frizzy, my skin too pale, my eyes not blue enough, my feet too big, my clothes never nice enough. I'm tired of being me. I've always had someone to tell me these things weren't true, and now I don't. And I won't, at least not for a ( Read more... )

Well, since no one else updates, I might as well, although, nothing new here, same shit, different day. Still got almost a year of this shit left, I can't wait to be done. Going home is going to be good. At first I was very afraid to go home to my empty apartment, but now that the idea has settled in, I'm pretty excited about it. I know it is going ( Read more... )

You know what? as much as i want to go home, im going to miss quite a few people here, and and i know for a fact that there are certain ones that I will probably never see again. That makes me sad, I've made a few friends here, and they are great people, and to know that I will never see them again depresses me. They are getting out of the army, ( Read more... )

Well, we just got finished timing ourselves on our 2 mile run. I did absolutely incredible. I almost got 100 points on it. In order to pass the 2 mile run on the PT test, I have to run 2 miles in 18 min and 54 secs. To max the 2 mile, I need to do it in 15 min and 36 seconds. I just ran it in 15 min and 49 secs. I probably could have done a little ( Read more... )

Friends 1-10 should be YOUR gender ( Read more... )

Well, last night was interesting. I definately made out with this girl in front of a whole bunch of people from my platoon. She wasn't even hot, but everyone gets those nights. Beer goggles and all, lol. Everyone back home knows I'm bi, but here, only a few people do. I seriously freaked out. Cuz like, my friend pulled me away and was like, you can ( Read more... )

1. Initials: SML ( Read more... )

So yeah...i've been like super depressed lately. i feel unattractive and worthless, and unwanted. i don't know how to be single. i haven't done it in so long, and it hurts to not have someone there all the time. Someone to talk to. Someone to go to whenever you feel like, and they just welcome you into their arms. I don't know how to do this...I ( Read more... )