I feel like dying nothing ever works out it my life. I dont understand anything... I have nothing to live for i should just dissapear... not that anyone would care... being lied to hurts... i thought it wouldnt hurt but it gradually gotten worse... it hurts to look back... because the one thing i thought i understood was really a lie... I want to ( Read more... )

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says ( Read more... )

soooooo bored *sneeze* iunno what to do this summer i dont wanna go out cause its too freakin hot. i might not be going to VA till July... *sigh* so i got alla June to do stuffs but iunno what to do... any ideas? besides going out? hmmm anyone wanna go to Justins Water World with me? its only like 12$ or something maybe Bryce wants to go? or Alice ( Read more... )

fucking sweet two more weeks. kicks SOOOO much ass. In June ima be in VA w00t. hang with mah hunnie. Uhhh gotta do finals stupid presentation next Thur in English. then we have some shitty book for German 8 gaddamn pages. meh easy. hopefully i passed my science test. i gotta test in Math Tomorrow ima fail that as usual cause math is such an ( Read more... )

Im at school im confused on how to feel right now i wanna talk to Kuri i need some sign that i can believe

Hey guess what i AM immmature get used to it
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Me and Christina are now together... if you want to know what i mean talk to me. I love her even if she doesnt...
*sigh*
~:+:Ryu:+:~

I find my self thinking of you ( Read more... )

I REALLY miss Christina I got to talk to her today :) i just wish i said i loved her more cause i still have lots of love and it usually get converted to anger and aggression so ill be angry tomorrow. I REAAAAALLLY hope i get to see her this summer so we can do stuff like go swimming :)
w00t go Survey!!
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I miss Christina... I love her sooo much... too bad she dont love me T.T
*sigh*
~:+:Ryu:+:~