I'm wondering whether I should even bother with writing in this anymore but hell whatever. With every passing day, no matter what good things come into my life I'm always missing everything I once had. Everything that fell apart. Nothing seems to fill a hole inside of me. The entire purpose of the past seems to be to tease and taunt. I can see everything that used to be, and I used to fall asleep praying to God..praying for everything to go back to the way it was. I gave everything up anymore because no one fucking cares. They're telling me to give up everything I had and everything I've ever known. It's holding onto me so strongly and won't let go. Nothing seems right to me anymore. Half the time I can't deal with it. But I guess I should just try to forget everything right? Everything seems like a lie though. I'm afraid to just give in to everything. Anyways I just know exactly what you're talking about...whether you care or not. Whatever. I've gotta go. Love, Rhiannon
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