Its 1:30 AM and as usual I can not sleep,
I am back on my meds and have been for a week. Took a while before my tummy could get used to them.
I have been eating well, but not always wisely.
I have been doing a lot of work on the house, but not as much as I should be. Everything takes longer than I thought, costs more and is never started on time

Well Spring arrived and went unnoticed. I have been struggling with depression, not the BLACK SADNESS, but a real dearth of energy.  I have spent like three months doing nothing but working on computers, watching television which actually takes more energy then working on computers or cooking/eating ( Read more... )

I would like to point out that I could have just as easily labeled this sufficiently interesting friends but the point I want to make would be would be missed . I have been friends with these people for thirty years and hope to be for thirty years more. In addition I would point out that they are interesting enough to have sparked this little essay ( Read more... )

 Well . I have done little the past few days except come up with a few interesting fibs I have told friends to keep them away. I can not say that I am depressed, but I am in the clutches of depression. The manifestations are oriented toward isolation lack of ambition, personal care and anxiety. I have enough therapy experience behind me to cope and ( Read more... )

 The past twenty four hours are the past 24 hours now ( Read more... )

 No Spectacular meals, unless sloppie joes count ( Read more... )

Sitting in front of the computer smelling my Turkey pot pie cooking. Had a bunch of "too close to the bone turkey meat to be safe to eat the first time"  leftover and some turkey broth, so I diced up some carrot and onions and took some frozen peas put them in turkey broth and cooked till they were almost done. that took like three days ( seemed ( Read more... )

I have done a bit of traveling ( Read more... )

 My friends have gone, leaving nothing but half a pot of perfect coffee for me to bath in ( from  the inside ( Read more... )

I moved into my house and while it needed a lot of work it was livable. The winters up here are very cruel and cold, and last year was a dilly. I ended up with my roof leaking in the bathroom because of ice buildup and when Bobby was up on the roof clearing it his foot went through. we did a minor patch up with canvas and waited for a thaw. When it ( Read more... )