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NO DAY BUT TODAY!!!!
i have been hiding something from you all for about half a year and i cant hide it anymore ( Read more... ) -
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hi. i tried to OD again and yet again i was unsucessfull. i took the pills tuesday night and hopedto die in my sleep. but when i woke up i was in a hospital bed. i was ed. apparently the pills messed me up so bad that i honestly dont remember being at school the next day. great, now everybody is gonna think i was try to go to school high. cant ( Read more... ) -
Another Bad Day.
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In My Heart
As we both get older ( Read more... ) -
okay
well im not as worrysome as i was last night. i guess i have to accept that i am the way i am and hope there is a reason for it. its not that it bothers me, its more tyhat it scares me. whatever. anyways my two next entries are songs i wrote. -
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???!!!
Im going therough another faze inside my angst faze. vampirism. I swear to god i did not pick any of this. i want it to stop but its something i have no control over whatsoever. i wish i did. i actually feel the physical need to drink blood and it worries me. Im always hungry but cant eat enough. its like nothing but a rare steak will actually make ( Read more... ) -
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hi. not much going onto today. went top therapy, my therapist hate my black hair. i don't care though, its my hair so i'll do whatever i want to it and if people dont like it they can just look away. today, i'm getting the back of my hair trimmed so that its not on my neck. i was thinking about getting everything but my bangs buzzed off. i don't ( Read more... ) -
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Hi-ya peeples. how are you? i feel great. yet at the same time upset. see, my best friend Mike Parcell moved away. :( i was soooo sad about it today. he was cool, like the younger cousin i always wanted. i miss him desperately. He was awesome!!! every time that i was down i would give him a call and he would cheer mre up. but not anymore because i ( Read more... ) -
fazes fazes everywhere
hi everybody!!! i know, ive been bad and havent written in forever. so spank me (please!). ive just been too busy (lazy) to write. right now iom about to go to my friend megans house. im so excited. i love megan, she rocks ( Read more... )