I was in a new place, I had a fresh start, I knew I had people who loved me. I felt more carefree, things where just... right. Even though a lot of shit happened as well, I always have fuzzy memories and I don't know if I'll be able to look back on this year with the same kind of respect and love.
And no, I don't say that so people will tell me that I'm a good person.
I honestly believe that.
However, I don't think I am any worse than anyone else, and certainly there are worse people than me.
I just think I've been wrong as to my guesses of who those people are; I used to think a lot of people were worse than I was, but I'm finding that in actuality, they are far and few between.
I think I'm a horrible person, yet my reasonings for thinking so have little to do with things I can change about myself; rather, the things that make me a horrible person are the things I secretly (and publically) rejoice in, things I would never change. They make me who I am, and people just think they make me a horrible person when really, I'm just misunderstood.
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Can you not remanifest that into your life?
I hope that's really not the case for you, because to have a peak in happiness at (I'm assuming) so young an age might be :/
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And, out of respect for these people, I won't bother guessing further than superficially, because taking guesses ruins the point of anonymity.
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And no, I don't say that so people will tell me that I'm a good person.
I honestly believe that.
However, I don't think I am any worse than anyone else, and certainly there are worse people than me.
I just think I've been wrong as to my guesses of who those people are; I used to think a lot of people were worse than I was, but I'm finding that in actuality, they are far and few between.
I think I'm a horrible person, yet my reasonings for thinking so have little to do with things I can change about myself; rather, the things that make me a horrible person are the things I secretly (and publically) rejoice in, things I would never change. They make me who I am, and people just think they make me a horrible person when really, I'm just misunderstood.
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If you're misunderstood, you can always post your thoughts here.
I mean, that is the point of the post.
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