wide awake yet again

[hknight2]

I dont know what it is. For the last few weeks i havent been getting the sleep i need to function for the up coming days. I seem to fall asleep at 3 or 4 in the morning and then just fight my way up to waking up around 12. Sleep for me, really isnt as peaceful and relaxing as it should be, and used to be. Its pretty much a struggle to stay lying in

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[willowatcher]

i read all of your entries don't worry. i am going through the same thing as you with the sleep problem and the loss of an animal.

with the sleep thing; for ME its because i am sitting on my ass all day not getting out and wearing myself out like i used to during school. thats why we would be so exhausted after school because we would wake up at like 6 and be on our feet the whole day having to use our brains haha. and in the summer..well for ME i havent been doing too much so...ya...i have all this bottled up energy. but ya I HATE SLEEPING IN!

and with the loosing of the pet thing; when it happens to someone else you are like "oh thats really sad" but when it is your pet...its like a whole part of you is missing. we had my dog from before i was born! so ever since the 1st day i was born she was there! i was 13 and she was "15" when she died. it felt as though i had lost an older sister.

life sucks sometimes man

just be thankful its summer

[sillywaterbebe]

hey im really sorry about cosmo, that really really really sucks. i dont' know if you remember, but my doggie got hit by a car on thanksgiving and we were looking for her for like 4 days after it and couldn't find her, then the guy who had hit her just dumped her in the ditch by our house and i went out to get the mail and i just happened to look down and saw her just lying there in the ditch and it had been raining so it almost looked like she was drowning and it was so awful just finding your dog dead. and i didn't get to say goodbye either and i know that sucks too cuz i don't remember what the last thing i said to her was or if i had spent enough time w/her and if she was happy or not. so yea, thats so sad that your dog died and im super sorry about it and i know your pretty sad about it. i dont' really know waht else to say so i guess ill just see you at the pool or wherever and i hope your feeling better. :-)

[lizamkary]

pet deaths are so sad. Last year my dog molly died of cancer and ever scense then I havent been able to open up and let my other pets into my life. Doggies that truly know you are the most comforting thing ever, even the slobbery kisses.

[hknight2]

Oh goody!