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I cannot write anymore. It makes me feel a little more every day that I am losing that part of myself I spent so long looking for and indulging in become further and further a distant memeory of what could have been. I was reading Alex Grey's Transfiguratuons today. And this one quote has been cutting through my thoughts like knives ( Read more... )

Couldn't think of a title. So blah. I worked alot again today. Not a busy as I thought it would be. But that is ok. I have the next 2 days to myself and my fucked up family. Actually Lemme rephrase that. My family in denial of their being fucked up. All together I would say I have it much better than most. We don't scream or fight during the ( Read more... )

So me and Chris are drinking downstairs. And my cat decided to use that as an oppurtunity to kill the iguana. That bitch. Luckily when I told Chris's brother Phil, whose iguana it is, he wasnt too upset ( Read more... )

Hm...I lost my job at Kennedy's. So now I am only at Montana's. Though they are only having me up to 15-20 hours a week. I love it as I always have ( Read more... )

THIS IS THE GREATEST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE! I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT MONTANA'S ON THURSDAY! SOMEBODY LOVES ME!

So the other night I got the upmost greatest news of my life. Montana's might hire me back! I will be the happiest little bitch this side of the earth if they give me another chance. 3rd times a charm right ( Read more... )

I am super excited for Natalie's party tomorrow. Me, chris, and sarah are coming. I have to wear my old costume cuz I have nothing else. Oh well. I think I might dress like a zombie prom bitch. But who knows. Maybe I will find something at the dollar store that'll suit me better. I get my first check tomorrow. But I have to give it all to my mom ( Read more... )

I am kind of rocking at Best Buy. Making lots of sales. So now that I have acquired job number 2, later on after I make this post it's off to job number 3. I am going to try to get my job back at Montana's tonight, and if that doesn't go smoothly than I will be going back to the coney. Wish me luck bitches. Went on bit of a binge last week. It was ( Read more... )