It's hopeless now
It seems that there's nothing left
I don't care anymore, this failure that surrounds me I accept
Because I can't be all the things I want to without you
& it won't help to watch you smile without me
& begging to hold on,
I desperately try to remove memories of moments
that I thought you were happy
& I pretend not to care
I hope you're ( Read more... )

This air is contagious, no one can save us,
nothing this good could ever last,
and tonight is a drug, that I won't give up,
this is my favorite addiction

the summer comes to a close, and no one knows what we know,
no one knows

I can't explain, what made me stay, I fall into the same mistakes,
like all good things, they never last, the past is past

I'd ( Read more... )

"We talked a little today. We shared some civil, almost light or humorous words..and yet it didn't feel the way it used to. I didn't get the feeling that I used to..rather there was a knot in my stomach. You looked in my eyes as we sat across from each other and I held it as long as I could handle and this time, I was the first to look away. ( Read more... )

Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight
It’s 2 am - I’m drunk again it’s heavy on my mind
I could never love again so much as I love you
Where you end where I begin is like a river going through
Take my eyes take my heart I need them no more
If never again they fall upon the one I so adore

Excuse me please one more drink
Could make it strong cause I don’ ( Read more... )

I opened my heart to you and I am standing around like a fool waiting for you to be ready

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only ( Read more... )

I'm closer to the ground than I will ever get to you

20 Questions to a Better Relationship

eXpressive: 8/10
Practical: 4/10
Physical: 3/10
Giver: 6/10

You are a XSIG--Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Teddy Bear.

Hee! I just want to give you a big squeeze. You are tender, honest, generous and fair. You are an excellent kisser and a sensitive, communicative lover, and you know ( Read more... )

And how many times can I look down? And speak my heart, when you push it away. Who am I when you're gone. Because I'm trapped within the silence of our own escape. Your words fall short of their meaning. Providing me with false hope. Of something more than this. Who am I when you're gone? And I'm still trapped within the silence of our own escape ( ( Read more... )

ya ok lol gender change? :-X