i've just returned home to my ladies. two weeks without my mily and my dog. it was nice to be back on my old grounds. there is something so odd about that city that intrigues me. i love everything that i hate about it... it's segregation, it's depressing emptiness, and it's unchanged people.


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a michael nyman song came on my itunes this morning... beautifully dramatic piano stuff. it put me into one of those mind lapse states where you feel how you used to feel.... ya know, like when you hear some madonna song, you're automatically warped back into 1987 and you can feel that same annoyance your sister would give you as she lip-synced " ( Read more... )

i woke mily up early on thursday... 10am is early for her. we got in the car and drove 3 hours over the boarder to the beautiful and polite province of british columbia. ef... vancouver is not only gorgeous, cool, and fun... but it seems like such a nice place to live. for being such an enormous city, it doesn't seem as annoying as nyc, la, or even ( Read more... )

so, we're moving. though being drifters has been very fun and liberating, it'll feel good to be in my own space. we're gonna be in tacoma, washington... small harbor city with a nice art community and whatnot. our place is in an old warehouse, overlooking the museum of glass... you can spot out the building on the left side...


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i'm going to be a mailman by 2006. i've promised myself, and now i'm promising you.

i'm at my parents house for the holidays... aka, frickin bored. a blizzard welcomed me into town. snowed a foot and it's now hailing. i sat outside tonight without any smokes... no smokes=thinking time. my grandma is in the hospital... alzheimers like crazy. i saw here yesterday... had no idea who i was for 15 minutes then all of a sudden she ( Read more... )

i currently don't have a job (well, not a 9-5 one). nor do i have an actual home of my own. i have one car, one suitcase, one dog, and one partner.


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ok, for the past 2 full months i've been constantly working on my skanky portfolio. building some stupid ass little books of all my semi decent shit from the past 4 or 5 years. ok, so that's done. the resume is finished and bullshitted, and i've sent everything out. yay. woo. hooray ( Read more... )

today is a very good day. i can't explain or express how truly fuckin in love i am.

thank you girl. thanks for making me proud of who i am... and proud to be loved.

i miss my girlfriend.

vinagarette, hbo, cuddling, executed men back from the dead, lots of white people from the burbs, parliment soft packs, and being in love.


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