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savoring my boredom while it lasts
WELL, im at GV ( Read more... ) -
busybusybusy
hm. well i got my crap from jake. thats real cool how he had much more than he claimed he did. idc i got my money back. and clothes ( Read more... ) -
im so overwhelmed
Dear ellen... promise me we will grow old and not grow apart. thanks ( Read more... ) -
but it dont matterrrr no.
Well so much has happened lately ( Read more... ) -
sigh
way to emotional. fuck you medications.
rawr. i want to tell the doctor i hate him and i dont want to listen to him. lol but thats dumb!
i dont get to have harry potter until tomorrow.
because there is no way im going to our fucking meijer. esp. alone.... fuck you paul.
all together not a good day. -
yea
i dont know what i want ( Read more... ) -
oh shit
shit shit. what do i want? why am i so anit-relationship anti-boyfriend. he's perfect and its right there but i think its just all to much and his "hey hun" and needing to touch and hold me 24/7 are pretty much driving me away! idn i know he's like signing the lease etc and moving out there but i want to stay NO STOP I DONT WANT YOU THERE. and i ( Read more... ) -
cold-at library-bored
i need a nap. im anti-boyfriend right now ( Read more... ) -
:) im pretty lucky
anyways i feel accomplished....all my financing for the year is figured out so i can get my loan.
Jake is officially accepted into the college and moving to Grand Rapids with me <3 and he's bringing Scott his best friend which is awesome cuz Scott is awesome... and this way he'll have a friend ( actually now that he knows ginny's scott that is ( Read more... ) -
alone....
:(
what do i do if its happened?
i just want to be happy.
and its hard when you have someone amazing....and still are unhappy because something that is your own fault...ish.
or maybe its because i blame him a bit.
i dont know all i know is im miserable. and i want this problem to be over with.... i would do anything.
:( :( :( :( :( this