YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE,
WHEN I LIKE A GUY,
BUT HE LIKES OTHER GIRLS,
AND HE TALKS ABOUT THOSE OTHER GIRLS TO ME,
YEAH THAT PISSES ME OFF.

Today sucked but at the same time good. i dont know what my problem, im so fucking bipolar i hate it, and now, for some reason, i end up taking everything out on Dean or Bryan, idk, then i feel bad, like this morning =/
now i feel bad, cos i took my anger out on Dean, and i dont even know why i was mad, its like this everyday, it makes no sense...

WHY MUST I CARE SO MUCH, WHEN NOONE CARES BACK?

Today was actaully a good day.
ME and Charlee are gonna get high and go to the mall on friday, b/c we are cool.
Im the coolest person eddie knows, and i remind him of kelly osbourne. hopefully thats good. hah.
<3

hmmmph, i don't know how one person can make me so happy and the next piss me off. Im sick of it, i don't know what to do. stop being so emo joelle /slaps self. Hes so sweet to me next minute BAM he pisses me off, christ wtf. garr
/end emoness.

Bryan called me this morning and hes all blahblahblah "i love you, and always will, you say noone does but i do" and yada yada yada, fer why he says this iono, but it gets annoying after 7643535753985 times.
/end

Gah my cat is gay
/end.

wtf, im crying, for what? no reason, like fucking always, i hate this, why cant i just be happy, i sit here all alone, maybe thats why im always sad, why cant something good for once happen to me, but no, im going to be like this forever, and i hate it, everyone makes it worse. so w/e. i give up on life, i really truely do.

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